Yup that's right? Aren't you curious of the percentage of your happiness? Well, i do. So i guess im gonna rate myself. Hmms.. i guess i'm 98% happy with what i have. So where did the 2% go? I couldn't say that I'm happy all the time, and because i'm human i do have emotions. And thus, 1% would be the time I'm angry and the other 1% is when I'm sad. I feel that I've chance a lot over the years. XD Becoming more thankful, contended, forgiving. Hehe.. so am i ? 


PS: Disagreement happens, we will learn from mistakes and understand each other better.
hugs and kisses || 11:17 PM

When was the last time i blogged? Well i guess it's really a long time, because i dont even remember. Okays, it's all because I'm way too busy with school, work and spending time with my boy. Weeks after weeks and I'm getting lesser and lesser time to sleep, and recently i feel that i'm just basically dragging myself to school or even work. But luckily, I had enjoyable time with my love one and his family.


So what did i do? HAHAHAS! it was his mum's birthday and we had dinner with his relative, and at that moment i just feel like dying because it's so freaking scary meeting the relative, grandparents its much more scarier compared to meeting the parents. LOLS! But thank God they were all nice and not Kaypo! LOLS! And I must say the dinner was really yummy!!


For the rest of the week i think it's actually pretty long and boring, maybe it's because i'm so broke and cant do anything. Well it happens. But what to do ? My pay had yet to come in and it obviously that i can't survive with the amount of pocket money that i was given. However i was lucky that my boyfriend is so awesome that he treated me all the time, and even deliver lunch to class for me! aww~ and i have to mention that he actually cooked my favourite pasta!! YumYum!!


Talking about food, last Sunday i had awesome dinner too! Finally meet up my primary school friends! Thought only 2 can make it but i'm really very happy! And we had nice Korean buffet at novena. Will visit again. So after that my next free day was Labour Day, although i have to work in the morning, but was free after 3pm and my dearest boy came to pick me up from work and headed to his house. Slack at his house for awhile and was out for dinner with his family, and this time round we have buffet again, and it was the second time for us! Comparing to our previous Korean buffet, it tasted so bad. But like i've said before, it's not about the food but the people you are eating with. Yup so that's about it and i'm so sleepy. nights!!






PS: Although, recently we have lots of disagreement but i'm sure we can pull through. <3
hugs and kisses || 11:32 PM

Honestly, I hasn't been happy for the past few days. Yeah, like my dear boy had said, when something went wrong and it's end of the world to me. Indeed he's right, and what's the matter now ? So have i mention that I was all excited about being shortlisted for Korea Trip in May, and if you have been a loyal reader you will know it's my dad again. Yup! Is he again, who never fail to spoil my mood and bring me down. Nothing new this time, he don't allow me to. I was real furious, it's not as if i'm asking money from him for the trip instead i'm just asking him to let me off for a 8days trip. I don't think i'm asking too much for it. Well, it does matter now. Anyhow, i no longer can go even if i beg for it or being upset about it. 


However, I was really very blessed! God had treated me well and given me the best. I thank god for that, my boyfriend. Today was the 5 months together. And all this while i'm always being blessed and doted. Thank you. <3 


HAHAHAS! So i was saying that i'm blessed, yes! Today he surprise me with the ticket to Song of the sea~ (*been dying to watch with special someone and thought that day will never come, but well it did)and we had premium seats and i would say it was the best sitting ever out of all the other premium seats ! The show was amazing, and it's even better when you watch it with your love ones. Thumbs up for that! It's really worth the price. After that great show we walked around and had some shots on the way, though I don't have the cameraman but I enjoyed, and had great laugh! 


Apart from that, he even posted a comment on frmheadtotoe youtube channel and took part in the contest for me. Because i told him that i don't have any luck on anything. It's he awesome ? 


PS: I really appreciate for all the things that you've done for me. <3<3
hugs and kisses || 1:33 AM

Yes, what are we actually living for ?
There's too many thing i guess, however someone told me that most importantly we should not live for the sake of money. I totally agree with it but still it's difficult i think. Since young the environment that I'm living in makes me having a sense of in secure if I think don't have enough money. Thought, our life should not be lead by money, but how can I not worry about it ? But well, i just is just something new that I should learn, not thinking and worrying so much which had caused me to be in stress mode all the time. Working hard and then fall sick, at the end whats the purpose? 


Well, schools is starting on Tuesday, and I actually feel kinda happy and sad as well. Happy that I will be attending lesson so i will have pocket money! Sad because the money is from my mum and I feel guilty, at the age of 20 i am already able to earn my own money and provide myself with everything. Contradicting ehs? Forget it. Wonder how both school and work life would be like, it seems like it has been sometime that i'm working after school. Arrhs..working my ass off again, but this time i wont flunk my results! I sure.


PS: mum i'm sorry that i couldn't provide you with anything but someday in the near future i will bring you tour the world like you always wanted. <3 
hugs and kisses || 8:15 PM

It's finally MONDAY !!! Gosh! I've have been anticipating this day to come! Why so ? Because and dear boy in finally back from his visitation all the way in Indonesia ! Days hasn't been easy but still I've got no choice. 


Alright, now about work. Oh yeah, did i mention that I worked at Fish and Co? Yup! It's also the first F&B job that I've taken. Overall it was alright, in fact most of the people there are nice, i think as for now they are in fact awesome but i'm not sure about future. However, there are some nasty one for sure. First there's one that will never help in even when others are real busy and she's all free to be doing nothing ! Alright forget about that. Whats worse is that there's the other that complains and gossip about you, saying that you didn't do your part when you actually did and helped others too. I think whatever she said is just bullshits ! Maybe she just needs attention which pissed everybody. So what she's been working there for 2 years, that doesn't give her the right to judge. Seeing the sulky face; as though you owe her millions, it's horrible. But to piss her off, you just have to smile and pretend you don't under a thing she's saying. LOLS! 
Yups that's about it. 
BYE !
hugs and kisses || 9:42 PM

Today it's only day 2 but its as though 2 weeks! But thank god for his cute sis, i had my day well spent.
Honestly, don't really have the mood and guess today you won't come online.
Bye.
hugs and kisses || 12:55 AM

First of all I have to apologize because I did not kept my promise, that I will sleep right after my drama. 
hugs and kisses || 11:37 PM