Maybe its the way that they show me their love.
But seriously I don't think so.
It's obviously unfair, the way they treat my sis and the way they treated me 360degree different !
This is life, we just have to face it.
Everybody lead a different life, but mine is like SH*T !
For a moment I feel that if they hasn't give birth to me it would be a better choice, cause I will not know anything.
Seriously wish I have the guts to just end my life, but I don't. I'm such a LOSER !
It's a shame to let "someone" to see my weakest moment .
Feeling so ashamed and felt like hiding in a hole.
But anyways a BIG THANK to you ! (:
