Scolding and beating, how nice is that?
Still happening at the age of 18.
It's embarrassing to still get scolding and beating.
Yes so what I am like elder sis, rebellious?
Or maybe I'm worse cause I'm stupid.
The others are so smart then go dote on them I don't need your love just leave me alone.
You make me feel ashamed.
You make me feel useless.
You make me feel like leaving.
You make me fear.
Fear of being scolded and beaten.
Although it is no pain but the pride.
Everybody do have pride.
Insult is all I receive from you, why there isn't any praise?
You make me jump when I hear you; your voice your foot step.
I have to pretend, keep on pretending; sleeping or busy doing something.
It is tiring, why can't I just do the thing I want ?
I have always tried my best to be a better daughter.
Why don't you see it?
I'm always a rotten apple to you.
I may be bad in my studies that does not mean that I am bad in other field too.
Why didn't you see the good in me but the bad one?
I can't blame you, maybe is still back to the same thing because I'm lousy in my studies and that means bad in everything to you.
This is how you see me.
I cannot blame you.
Everybody have different, beliefs, perspective, moral and principles.
Yes I can say that I dislike you.
But still I have to thank you because of all these I became independent.
Even if this is your main motive, but you do and show it in a wrong way/method.
