Upset because my flats is tore and that I don't have anymore perfect flats.
Seriously tired of getting new shoes, if so troublesome because I got big foot and it is difficult to get shoes of my size and liking. This feeling sucks!
Took bus to work today. Talk a lot with Jia. And don't know why, I feel upset about it although it was the past. Not that I can't let go but I just feel upset talking about it. Or it should be more of disappointed. As I have said it was the past so it was alright.
When I saw the others so loving and happy, I sometime wonder when will it happen to me again?
I don't know. Wanting it and also afraid of it. But for everything there is sure advantages and disadvantages right? Had always told myself not to think so much but I simply could not help thinking, and for most of the time there will be the "If only" questions pop out of my mind and then daydreaming. LOLS! But isn't that what a girl would normally do? I guess that is alright isn't it?
