I have always curse and swear you.
Because I was upset that you simply don't understand what I wanted and needed.
You give me too much attention that I want to run way.
I admit that I have also hated you long ago, and up till now I still do.
Not just the little things that I always complained about but all the things that you have done in the past that make me have the hatred in me.
Yes I do seriously hate you or loath I can say.
But I'm not some heartless freak that doesn't care a thing.
Just now you came in and said all those things I didn't want to hear it as I was afraid.
I use to wish and hope that it will happen asap but at the moment that I say those nasty thing I don't mean it cause I was mad.
You say you're feeling weak and ill.
But you refuse to do anything.
I beg you dad just drink lesser and smoke lesser.
I know I can't stop you from those thing immediately but please cut down.
We can't afford you to fall sick so please be in good health.