This year I'm turning 19.
An age where I feel that there must be plans.
In fact I should start planing about my future long ago.
But it isn't too late to start planing right now.
Its always important to plan ahead then to panic of what to do in the end.
I dislike that feeling, being unprepared and lost.
There are too many things I wan to do and achieve in life.
So now it is time to think and make plans.
Be organized, to know what to do.
To be prepared for future.
And by then welcoming its arrival.
Not afraid of it.
No more unrealistic dreams.
Unachievable things.
Be practical.
I like it, to be that way.
People could say that its just plain materialistic but I'm not.
Being practical is not materialistic they are both very different thing which look like the same.
I feel that, in this 21st century there is no way of not being practical.
Don't tell me how wonderful would life be like even being nice and simple.
I will not buy that story of yours.
Would not want to suffer in future.
Have big achievement in life to make it wonderful. 