I guess I have somehow at certain situation I've lose the ability to differentiate what is true and false. Am now confuse with current situation. I think all i need is time, calming myself down, having the right mind to think. However, it might be fear that had stopped me from having the right mind to differentiate. Or is that I am afraid of karma? I am not sure, but what I am very sure of is, I would not let you(fear) pull me down. Strong mind shall overtake you. 


I would not know who would be the one that would walk into my life and make me realize why it never worked out with any others. 
Who would held my hand and walk with me hand in hand till the end ? it's still a mystery. 


PS:You had never failed to make me laugh, but how long can that last ? is that an illusion ? 
hugs and kisses || 1:27 AM