now i am so troubled and feeling so terrible.
because it is complicated.
i am not sure what am i doing and what are we.
it much more complicated that i thought.
and i need it solved.
i'm so vex about it.
maybe i do know a way out, but just that i'm refused to do it.
although i know that i am not supposed to, but still i did.
should be mind over body, but i guess mine was the other way round.
PS: we are of different world, that's the cause i suppose.
hugs and kisses || 11:33 PM