There's too many thing i guess, however someone told me that most importantly we should not live for the sake of money. I totally agree with it but still it's difficult i think. Since young the environment that I'm living in makes me having a sense of in secure if I think don't have enough money. Thought, our life should not be lead by money, but how can I not worry about it ? But well, i just is just something new that I should learn, not thinking and worrying so much which had caused me to be in stress mode all the time. Working hard and then fall sick, at the end whats the purpose?
Well, schools is starting on Tuesday, and I actually feel kinda happy and sad as well. Happy that I will be attending lesson so i will have pocket money! Sad because the money is from my mum and I feel guilty, at the age of 20 i am already able to earn my own money and provide myself with everything. Contradicting ehs? Forget it. Wonder how both school and work life would be like, it seems like it has been sometime that i'm working after school. Arrhs..working my ass off again, but this time i wont flunk my results! I sure.
PS: mum i'm sorry that i couldn't provide you with anything but someday in the near future i will bring you tour the world like you always wanted. <3
