When was the last time i posted something in this blog ? Guess it was really long ago, which i don't even remember. Yes i'm going to say that i'm busy and tired, you should have guessed it. But thank god, assignment is finally over!! This means i will have more time. But i seriously hate this time of the year! Hais.. why must there be National Service? Why must they not come home for so long? It's so annoying! But well, i still have to face the fact that my dear boy is serving the nation soon...like real soon..but still no matter how hard i pray and hope that Monday will never come so he don't have to go to NS. I never feel so uncomfortable. I'm so to his presence, i don't know how am i going to cope. But guess i can only make myself busy to distract my attention.
So this recently weeks, we have been spending so much! ALL ON FOOD!! Well just hope he won't miss the food outside when in camp. And i really wonder how much weight have i put on, HAHAS!
Heavy heart, but we still have to parted. Hopping that this would not be as difficult that i think, but that was just a lie; i know. But what to do? Life goes on.
How i miss the past where we use to do silly thing together. But with my failing memory, i can't remember all. But i surely know that you never fail to make me smile. No matter how tough is life and unfair to you, you still never give up. I thank you for all that you've done, i appreciate a lot! You treated me like princess, and when you're with me i don't have to worry about anything ! But now you're going to army, i'm really really upset. I know this might be a little too ridiculous because you're just away for a short period of time for army, but i really feel as though there's something missing in my life. How silly is this? LOLS!
Alright, that's about it. All the best boy! I know you will do well in camp !! FIGHTING !!
hugs and kisses || 10:31 PM